Tent
Still can’t grab this flimsy idea
Not clear
What it could mean
More bad dreams
Half expected
Depression redirected
Back inwards
Pushing the limits
Of compromise
Have revised
For this test
Wont rest
Distracted by lies
Facts jumbled
Emotions rumble
To the same conclusion
Desolate illusion
It won’t repair
Can’t compare
To anything else
Have dealt
With similar issues
No good news
Related over the phone
Chilled to the bone
About the realization
Of situation
Getting out of hand
Final strand
Lingers and unties
Gaze at the skies
For some inspiration
Bad condition
To be unsure in
Must begin
With the right foundations
Deep in meditations
What will happen?
Rampant contradictions
In the air
Push and bear
The whole weight
Exaggerate state
Of inertia
Getting closer
In some respect
To the perfect perquisite

Message
Hungry and exhausted
Mostly wanted
To express and satisfy
The rolling cry
Of thunder and sorrow
Bring on tomorrow
For light
Not quite right
To assume the challenge
Barely manage
To keep head above water
No laughter
Sober judgment
Means nothing
In the grand scheme
Same old theme

Blue
Noises that ring through
Can’t do
The same thing again
No trend
Worth following to justify
Have to reply
In kind and love
Iron fist in velvet glove
Hits home
Not alone
Bit feeling otherwise
Have to rise
Above and beyond
The chance to pretend
It’s not real
Cant deal
With extensive stress
Pure mess
In any situation
Tested patience
To the extreme
Will glean
Some insight, valuable
All so personal
When signed away
Debts to pay
Appease and obey
Second rate
Excuses all along
Have to be strong
But fail every time
The afterglow sublime
Too evolved
Riddles solved
Always will be
An enigma to see
The outcome
Not nearly
Singled out as strong
Efforts to belong
Undeniable link
Move to drink
Startled and alert
Must convert
Deeds to creativity
Decisions not flippantly
Blown away
So ends the longest day

P.M
Longing to make the bridge
Perfect ridge
Between here and there
No near
To a resolution
Part of the solution
Although problems occur
Punishment sever
Held dear
To faith
Here by grace
To accept this lesson
Still missing
The ultimate chore
Of achieving more