Gave up
Engaged in unsightly acts
Broken back
From bending to appease
The disease
Insidiously creeping
Now needing
Some higher guidance
Not private
To assume no accountability
Not pretty
To consider sorrow
Have to borrow
Some scenes
Precariously balanced
On the ledge
Of years behind
Can’t resign
An integral part of the present
A drawing torrent
Rushes forth
Been caught
Thinking and dwelling
Emotions swelling
To be unbearable
Quite fearful
Of where to go
The ebb and flow
Raises concern
Taking turns
To play paranoia
Infinite destroyer
Of probabilities
Suspended temporarily
In sync
Bought to the brink
Of resolve
Have solved
Some dilemmas
Feel the tremors
Lurking underneath
Lack of speech
Of good words
The lines merge
Into several
The aftershock terrible
Need spacing
The day is always racing

Seafront
Easier measurement of liabilities
Only politely
Conversing for the sake
Of the break
Need a stop
Have to disrupt
The fateful sabotage
At large
For all to see
Wait and be
Here, only
Amongst contemporaries
Use higher sight
To get it right
Ease panic
No longer manic
Rampant youth
Had to choose

Loading
Loading for some peculiar logic
Call the medic
Slipping asunder
Can’t remember
The last episode
Where they knew
Had an advancement
Deeply enchanted
By the story
Explore principalities
Of sickness
Played to be stupid
Staying sober
Have to recover
Various basics
Pure entertainment
For by standers
Copy plasters
To head wounds
All so soon
Over in a flash
Tore off the mask
To gain appreciation
Suffered humiliation
Over target
Hardly hit
The floor at all
Wail and call
For assistance
Need deliverance
From sins
The accusations ring
In ear drums
Doing sums
That doesn’t add up
Hit the crux
Far too exhausted
Errors reported
All in a group
Cant compute
Spheres and themes
More dreams
Litigious lounging
Headache throbbing
A one off
Splutter and cough
Through evenings
The retribution seething
In full color of body
Or nearly

Boxed
Faltered at a tangent
Been reprimanded
Demand to know the facts
Not exact
With figures
Pulling triggers
For the day glow
Don’t know
How it could be worse
Built up a thirst
For physical attributes
The air dilutes
Into more palpable retrospect
Noted effect